I am mad today because I am at home trying to make something healthy but all I can find I have the energy for is ramin but I added some tofu so that makes it better right?
Years ago a friend asked me why she never saw fat people outside ride a bike or jogging because it would be so healthy if they did that. My reply was honest “People don’t like to see fat people working to make their lives better because fat is not healthy or pleasant to look at by most people.
I have been fat since jr high because I got really depressed after moving from Hawaii to Washington state then jr high and high school just doomed me from wanting to be out in the world doing anything. Here is the sad thing I love hiking, jogging, camping, rowing, and I love swimming and any number of outdoor healthy activities. But I found that I couldn’t find folks that like the same unless they were very much healthier than me aka skinny and they didn’t want to be held back by a fatty. So I got a job in a call center and that was in 1999 and I have almost exclusively worked in sit down, unhealthy, tedious jobs that promoted the growth of my clothing size. I am now a 4X in womens and it sucks because nothing fits comfortably and I struggle with feeling positive about how I am dressed.
Today I read a post from FaceBook that really got to me and I wanted to share it. Also good luck everyone who like to be outside and being active and if you are in the area I would love to go for a walk with you.